Happy 9th birthday, awesome Catalina!

I remember the day Catalina was born like it was yesterday. The happiness, that chocking sensation that I'm too happy to last, that unbelievably perfect face, with tiny tiny fingers. She had a little red dot on her middle finger all throughout her first 6 months of life. She had thin lines from a possible angioma under her tiny nose. All those cute little particularities are gone now. Her skin is perfect. She has the sexiest beauty mark on her left cheek. She still had the deepest, most gorgeous eye you'll ever see. And she is still mine!

Catalina turned 9 in a blink. She did not want a party. Again. She did not want friends over. Again. She wanted just the four of us. Again. With Amelia around, a lot of her sparks and special events had to be split. We went to Legoland 40 min away. She showed us things she's seen before with her school. She is so happy to share her life with us!

Catalina does not seem to grow as a happy child, and this breaks my heart. She cries often, and does not know how to be happy again. Maybe she's just growing, she has the tiniest, cutest little boobies. She is still such a baby to me, that we took her to the doctor. She perfect, just not a laugh out loud girl. And I so want her to be healthy and happy!

Happy birthday, my perfect and so, so adored little baby!